As you heard I went to Tijuana. It happened and I apologize it has taken me so long to report back on the excursion. I had finals and work all weekend and am finally catching back up. Friends have asked me how visiting Tijuana was, others asked me why I had gone there at all.
For me, visiting Tijuana had nothing to do with the place and all about the value of the trip. I personally have no connection to Tijuana, and as most of you know I do not even consider Tijuana real Mexico as it is a place that gets abused by many young adults as a way to bypass U.S. drinking law. I am sure it is no news to anyone that Tijuana is the destination for many people in the U.S. as it is the closest place they can drink before being 21. I have always found that silly as in my family there have never been too many restrictions regarding drinking, great choice on their part because I was more prepared when I went off to college. Back to the focus of this post.
Going to Tijuana was the ultimate ritual to validate my being a resident now. On this trip I discovered how the Hispanic culture travels. There are shuttles that will drive you to Tijuana and back for $30/person. They also have destinations to Las Vegas and San Diego, it was a very interesting experience as anyone growing up in mainstream America would never know the existence of such affordable travel. When the shuttle arrived in San Ysidro (since the shuttles never actually cross the border) my dad and I walked through the border. There were swinging doors we walked through, then some small barricades and there was a yellow line on the ground that marked U.S. Border on one side and Mexico Border on the other. There was a sign that read, "Legal documentation will be required to re-enter U.S. Border". I had a quick flashback to my fear of finding myself in a situation where I wouldn't be able to re-enter this country again and I felt instantly sick. But reality was, I simply walked over a yellow line on the pavement and I was in Mexico . . . there was nothing ceremonial about it.
We were in Tijuana for several hours until it just became way too depressing to be there. I saw donkeys spray painted as zebras, their white paint had turned yellow. The strangest thing I saw was what looked like the entire Tijuana police department parked right outside the Tijuana Cathedral, it was a whole street barricaded off that was lined with a dozen Ford trucks and cops just hanging out watching everyone walking by.
I knew at the beginning of this journey to Tijuana that the thing I looked forward to most was coming back, yes I hadn't even boarded the shuttle and I was already looking forward to returning. This was all just to prove a point, I'm free. I am still looking forward to boarding a plan only to arrive to my real home and see somewhat familiar faces. In reality I know I will hardly recognize any of my family, but knowing that I will see faces that will be extremely happy to see me is what I really want. It is all about human connection in this life, nothing but human connection.
I am happy and thankful that my dad and I made it back safely. Most of all thankful that I attained what brought me pain and countless tears for so many years. I know that there are still a lot of people out there awaiting their turn. I know it's a painful process, but patience pays off. Just make the best of the time that you have here in the U.S. because not everyone is as lucky as us.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
True taste of Freedom
Tomorrow I have my final for Microbiology which will be the last class I take at SMC. The day after that, on Thursday . . . I am getting the ultimate taste of freedom. Having attained my driver's license and a real job was definitely a benchmark in that culmination to freedom. I've been talking (maybe not in the blog) but I've been wanting to go to Mexico from the minute I found out I would be getting greenie, it has been 17 years since I was in Mexico.
On Thursday I'm leaving the U.S. I wish I could say it was go to back to see family, unfortunately due to time and money constraints, a trip to Tijuana is all we can afford. Even though I talk about Tijuana not being Mexico, this is going to be the one time I let it slide . . . obviously it won't be the same feeling as it'll be when I hop on a plane and actually go to what was once my home, but going into what is technically Mexico is going to be a hell of a whirlwind. The excitement kicked in today and I have had a really hard time focusing on this class.
I'M LEAVING THE U.S. FOR A DAY!!! It is the ultimate test. There are so many levels to this culmination to freedom.
MUCH LOVE!!!
I'm so excited, I had to get that out there.
On Thursday I'm leaving the U.S. I wish I could say it was go to back to see family, unfortunately due to time and money constraints, a trip to Tijuana is all we can afford. Even though I talk about Tijuana not being Mexico, this is going to be the one time I let it slide . . . obviously it won't be the same feeling as it'll be when I hop on a plane and actually go to what was once my home, but going into what is technically Mexico is going to be a hell of a whirlwind. The excitement kicked in today and I have had a really hard time focusing on this class.
I'M LEAVING THE U.S. FOR A DAY!!! It is the ultimate test. There are so many levels to this culmination to freedom.
MUCH LOVE!!!
I'm so excited, I had to get that out there.
Crazy Claw Will be Heard
That was the subject line I misspelled before going to bed last night: Crazy Claw Will be Heard. So despite the disappointment after reading the news that the Supreme Court will hear Jan Brewer's appeal, I at least got a nice laugh before getting to sleep.
I suppose in order to uphold Democracy the court has to give the illusion that they are giving Brewer a chance, so as not to give away their true feelings about how insane Brewer is. Ok, I think Jan Brewer is crazy. I really hope the Court keeps to its guns and turns down Brewer's SB 1070 law. This is a duty that is at the hands of the Federal government, and even though the government isn't doing a great job at controlling the borders, there are bigger problems in this society to complain about all the undocumented immigrants in this country because all they are doing is trying to give their children an opportunity to decent education, a safer life and better prospects. What is criminal about that?
I doubt you are surprised about how I feel about Jan Brewer and SB 1070, but there it is. I am eager to follow how this pans out.
Have a lovely Tuesday.
MUCH LOVE!!!(To everyone except Jan Brewer and all those ignorant people supporting her they will never understand what it's like to have to fight for survival)
I suppose in order to uphold Democracy the court has to give the illusion that they are giving Brewer a chance, so as not to give away their true feelings about how insane Brewer is. Ok, I think Jan Brewer is crazy. I really hope the Court keeps to its guns and turns down Brewer's SB 1070 law. This is a duty that is at the hands of the Federal government, and even though the government isn't doing a great job at controlling the borders, there are bigger problems in this society to complain about all the undocumented immigrants in this country because all they are doing is trying to give their children an opportunity to decent education, a safer life and better prospects. What is criminal about that?
I doubt you are surprised about how I feel about Jan Brewer and SB 1070, but there it is. I am eager to follow how this pans out.
Have a lovely Tuesday.
MUCH LOVE!!!(To everyone except Jan Brewer and all those ignorant people supporting her they will never understand what it's like to have to fight for survival)
Sunday, December 11, 2011
AZ back at it
AZ state Governor Jan Brewer is appealing to the high court and urging the court to reevaluate its decision to turn down the preposterous AZ law to give the police force the power to monitor illegal immigration and suspected undocumented immigrants. This Monday, Dec 12, the court will decide if it will hear the appeal or not. Here is the LA Times article, I will certainly keep an eye out for what happens. If you've read previous posts about this law, Arizona is not the only state to have given its internal police force the power to handle undocumented immigration and its victims, Georgia, Utah, Alabama and South Carolina have jumped on the band wagon. Hopefully the court turns down the appeal and finally shuts down these governor's wish to control an aspect of this society that should be in the hands of the federal government.
I'll leave you with that for now, have a wonderful Sunday.
MUCH LOVE!!!
I'll leave you with that for now, have a wonderful Sunday.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
The Emotional Toll of the Half Life
Last week I heard a news report my mom was watching, it was talking about a young man that took his life. He was undocumented, his name was Joaquin Luna Jr., was only 18 and felt he'd never reach his goals in life. According to the information available he wanted to be an engineer and at this point it is impossible for an undocumented student to be unaware of what lies ahead. The obstacles, stress and expenses involved with attaining a higher education without adequate permission for your presence and education in this country.
Back when I was nearing the end of high school I knew of only one other student that was undocumented, she was as frantic about going to college as I was. Personally I didn't become aware of the extent of the obstacles until the time for applications came along.
I am extremely lucky that I never felt like giving up on this life, but I can certainly say that I felt empty, lost, frustrated, scared and impatient. Those of you who have shared some of this life with me heard some of my concerns. I had numerous breakdowns about life and its refusal to change and give me a chance . . . I can definitely understand what this kid was feeling.
I am so lucky. I know that, have always known it. Don't take your life for granted no matter how difficult it may feel.
Enjoy. Live. Love.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Back when I was nearing the end of high school I knew of only one other student that was undocumented, she was as frantic about going to college as I was. Personally I didn't become aware of the extent of the obstacles until the time for applications came along.
I am extremely lucky that I never felt like giving up on this life, but I can certainly say that I felt empty, lost, frustrated, scared and impatient. Those of you who have shared some of this life with me heard some of my concerns. I had numerous breakdowns about life and its refusal to change and give me a chance . . . I can definitely understand what this kid was feeling.
I am so lucky. I know that, have always known it. Don't take your life for granted no matter how difficult it may feel.
Enjoy. Live. Love.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Fences
Today in the LA Times there's an article about the Fence Project. It's amusing to me that a government seriously believes, likes to believe or pretends to believe that a wall will discourage people from coming to the U.S. This project is a waste of money first of all. Second, has this government learned nothing from history? Actually they've proved time and again that they really haven't learned anything from history, as a government anyway.
No wall is going to stop a desperate person from getting what they need. This desperate person is a father or a mother in search of a better life for their family. A wall is the last thing that is going to deter them, these people have lived through things worse than material obstacles. If jobs were available to them in their own countries they wouldn't risk their lives, but not only is there a lack of employment. There's a lack of opportunity for prosperity and security.
A wall is not the solution to this problem. This is like sticking a band-aid on a viral infection. No one take offense to this, I am not calling immigrants viruses. I simply want to illustrate that there is a bigger issue there and every solution the government has come up with is a temporary cover-up. To soothe the tranquility of the extreme conservatives and everyone else who is blindly afraid of immigration and the people forced into this.
Think about it. Discuss it.
No wall is going to stop a desperate person from getting what they need. This desperate person is a father or a mother in search of a better life for their family. A wall is the last thing that is going to deter them, these people have lived through things worse than material obstacles. If jobs were available to them in their own countries they wouldn't risk their lives, but not only is there a lack of employment. There's a lack of opportunity for prosperity and security.
A wall is not the solution to this problem. This is like sticking a band-aid on a viral infection. No one take offense to this, I am not calling immigrants viruses. I simply want to illustrate that there is a bigger issue there and every solution the government has come up with is a temporary cover-up. To soothe the tranquility of the extreme conservatives and everyone else who is blindly afraid of immigration and the people forced into this.
Think about it. Discuss it.
Thursday, November 24, 2011
A Day for Thanks
Well here I am sitting in front of the computer, cutting and pasting images for flash cards to study for a lab practicum while logging onto facebook. A great friend I had the pleasure of meeting last year posted about how this time last year she was celebrating Thanksgiving with my family and I. She was telling us about the World Cup games in South Africa (that's where she's from) and she'd met some guys that spoke Spanish and they taught her to say some obscenities (because that is always the best thing to learn in foreign languages of course, telling people off haha). She wasn't pronouncing the phrase quite right and my parents kept trying to figure out what she was saying until they finally realized what it was and they were just cracking up for the longest time, I had no chance of ever figuring out what she was trying to say - I have little experience with profanity in Spanish, I'm not trying to play innocent here, I just don't use Spanish to tell people off. Point is, it just hit me.
Today, this Thanksgiving 2011 is the first Thanksgiving to be celebrated being truly free in the country of the free. There's so much running through my head sometimes it's a little overwhelming but all in all being where I am today, makes me so insanely happy.
Those of you who have followed me through this blog or life know this means the world to me. It is Life. I have it. I am thankful. For my family. My Life.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Today, this Thanksgiving 2011 is the first Thanksgiving to be celebrated being truly free in the country of the free. There's so much running through my head sometimes it's a little overwhelming but all in all being where I am today, makes me so insanely happy.
Those of you who have followed me through this blog or life know this means the world to me. It is Life. I have it. I am thankful. For my family. My Life.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Holy canoli!
It's been a while since I've had anything legislatively relevant to undocumented immigration. Yes life is definitely sweeter on the other side. I ran into some great news!
As of today, undocumented immigrants in the state of California will have access to state-funded financial aid! Today, Governor Brown signed AB 130, this means anyone attending a Cal State or University of California (on January 1, 2012 or after) will have access to financial aid actually being able to consider taking advantage of AB540 which states that if as an undocumented student you have attended at least 3 years of high school you can pay in-state-tuition. California is now one of the few states allowing access to in-state financial aid to undocumented immigrants along with New Mexico and Texas.
To the critics, AB540 sounded preposterous saying that this would give undocumented/undeserving individuals access to higher education. How is anyone undeserving of education? That's not the point, point is even with access to in-state-tuition it was still pretty much impossible to attend any of these institutions. Keep in mind that undocumented immigrants can't legally work and their parents are most likely nannies, gardeners or something along the unregulated fields of work. Remember that the only reason I was able to attend UCSB was because I had been fortunate enough to have met an amazing couple in my first years of education here who co-signed a loan for me.
If anyone out there has any questions about this please feel free to comment below or message me and I will do everything I can to help you out. Congratulations to those of you who have won a little more access to your promising future! I know that if I had had this news while going to school or looking toward my college years it would've taken a huge load off my shoulders.
MUCH LOVE!!!
As of today, undocumented immigrants in the state of California will have access to state-funded financial aid! Today, Governor Brown signed AB 130, this means anyone attending a Cal State or University of California (on January 1, 2012 or after) will have access to financial aid actually being able to consider taking advantage of AB540 which states that if as an undocumented student you have attended at least 3 years of high school you can pay in-state-tuition. California is now one of the few states allowing access to in-state financial aid to undocumented immigrants along with New Mexico and Texas.
To the critics, AB540 sounded preposterous saying that this would give undocumented/undeserving individuals access to higher education. How is anyone undeserving of education? That's not the point, point is even with access to in-state-tuition it was still pretty much impossible to attend any of these institutions. Keep in mind that undocumented immigrants can't legally work and their parents are most likely nannies, gardeners or something along the unregulated fields of work. Remember that the only reason I was able to attend UCSB was because I had been fortunate enough to have met an amazing couple in my first years of education here who co-signed a loan for me.
If anyone out there has any questions about this please feel free to comment below or message me and I will do everything I can to help you out. Congratulations to those of you who have won a little more access to your promising future! I know that if I had had this news while going to school or looking toward my college years it would've taken a huge load off my shoulders.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Life Update
That news had to be on it's own, I have other topics I'd love to share with you.
Apparently I've been at SMC for so long I have accumulated enough units and high enough grades to be invited to the honor society. Keep in mind I have been taking classes there since I was a freshman in High School. Big woop! I have a Bachelor's it would be kind of embarrassing if I didn't get it haha. So I got that a couple days ago, it really was a surprise because I don't really try to be a part of the SMC community, just the sub-culture of my individual classes.
ALSO this Tuesday was my last day of training and tomorrow is my first full day of work at the best second job anyone could have. I not only found a job in this tumultuous economic environment, but I got a job with one of the most respected companies in the world.
The gifts this grandiose life is giving me are everything I've ever wanted (some I could not have imagined) and I am looking forward to what awaits.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Apparently I've been at SMC for so long I have accumulated enough units and high enough grades to be invited to the honor society. Keep in mind I have been taking classes there since I was a freshman in High School. Big woop! I have a Bachelor's it would be kind of embarrassing if I didn't get it haha. So I got that a couple days ago, it really was a surprise because I don't really try to be a part of the SMC community, just the sub-culture of my individual classes.
ALSO this Tuesday was my last day of training and tomorrow is my first full day of work at the best second job anyone could have. I not only found a job in this tumultuous economic environment, but I got a job with one of the most respected companies in the world.
The gifts this grandiose life is giving me are everything I've ever wanted (some I could not have imagined) and I am looking forward to what awaits.
MUCH LOVE!!!
JACKPOT!!!
Greenie was the ultimate jackpot, but like I said before none of this feels real . . . UNTIL NOW . . .
I HAVE A DRIVERS LICENSE/CA ID!!!!!!
It is insane to think about how powerful and meaningful this piece of plastic is. From the minute a person gets their Residency and a State Government issued identification you rise to a higher tier of existence. A higher tier of existence . . . how sad is that? We are all human beings yet so not equal (The equal part should be in quotation marks).
I've got so much love it makes me dizzy
I HAVE A DRIVERS LICENSE/CA ID!!!!!!
It is insane to think about how powerful and meaningful this piece of plastic is. From the minute a person gets their Residency and a State Government issued identification you rise to a higher tier of existence. A higher tier of existence . . . how sad is that? We are all human beings yet so not equal (The equal part should be in quotation marks).
I've got so much love it makes me dizzy
Friday, September 2, 2011
The Real Life
Not so real yet but I'm certainly getting a great taste for what this new life is going to be like. Today I woke up at 5:30, tried to catch the bus, it made me late but I got saved by a new friend that works with me and actually lives really close to me. It's crazy how easy it is to wake up early when you've got something to look forward to. Just like when my parents took me to Disneyland when I was a kid I'd be up at 4am ready to go! I'm going to be living this constantly . . . I have not felt like this in a very long time, since high school basically. Not this powerful and motivated and excited anyway. Not saying I didn't love college but it became a struggle after a while of seeing no change with this whole residency thing - living an uncertain life takes a toll on an individual with a lot of spirit. BUT I'M BACK!
I know I keep saying how lucky I am to have the people I have in my life, but some people sometimes just surprise you. This one particular person is going to become my mentor at this new job, I know it already. The willingness of this person (I wish I could tag people in my blogs bc he needs to know I will make sure he knows how much he is changing my life). The willingness of this individual to help me is just amazing, and it's inspiring. He was telling me he was asked about me after my interviews and what kind of role he thought I would take in the store, and he had it right. It took me three days to figure out what I want to work towards but he knew right off the bat.
I cannot finish saying how thankful and lucky and yes, blessed I am to be in these shoes. You may already be tired of hearing it, but I would change nothing about my life. There's no such thing as the perfect life, but learning from everything life throws at you is what it's all about. Recognizing the value of every circumstance, it's so easy -I am chuckling inside as I write this- to talk about not wanting to change anything I've lived so far but I can tell you that while I was going through it I wanted it to end. Not life, just the hardship. Such a bittersweet experience, but I see the value in it now and that is all that matters.
I will stop rambling on, thank you for reading and caring.
MUCH LOVE!!!!
I know I keep saying how lucky I am to have the people I have in my life, but some people sometimes just surprise you. This one particular person is going to become my mentor at this new job, I know it already. The willingness of this person (I wish I could tag people in my blogs bc he needs to know I will make sure he knows how much he is changing my life). The willingness of this individual to help me is just amazing, and it's inspiring. He was telling me he was asked about me after my interviews and what kind of role he thought I would take in the store, and he had it right. It took me three days to figure out what I want to work towards but he knew right off the bat.
I cannot finish saying how thankful and lucky and yes, blessed I am to be in these shoes. You may already be tired of hearing it, but I would change nothing about my life. There's no such thing as the perfect life, but learning from everything life throws at you is what it's all about. Recognizing the value of every circumstance, it's so easy -I am chuckling inside as I write this- to talk about not wanting to change anything I've lived so far but I can tell you that while I was going through it I wanted it to end. Not life, just the hardship. Such a bittersweet experience, but I see the value in it now and that is all that matters.
I will stop rambling on, thank you for reading and caring.
MUCH LOVE!!!!
Thursday, August 25, 2011
iLife
Interested in what that second interview I had was with? I went through four rounds of interviews with Apple. I had my last interview two days ago, and the very next day I got called with a job offer! Today I accepted that offer from Apple as a Specialist. Yea I've only been with Niketown for about month and a half, but with being awesome comes great responsibility and I must move on to bigger and better things.
Working this short time with Niketown I learned how imperative it is for me to have a job that requires a brain. I could not have lasted much longer at Niketown, obviously had I not had another job offer I probably would've stayed with them just to finish out the year until I leave for grad school.
Today was such an eventful day. I also had to go to the DMV because the temporary driver's license I'd been given was expired. I learn so much everyday. At the DMV I learned that someone with Permanent Residency isn't supposed to be given a Temporary Drivers License, they should be given an Interim Driver' License. That's what I was given today. The person that helped me today noticed that my paperwork with the DMV wasn't filled out properly and the reason I have yet to get my real driver's license is because the expiration date on my permanent residency wasn't filled out which made it more difficult to verify the credibility of my Residency. How ridiculous huh? Long story short, I'll be receiving my real driver's license in 2-3 weeks.
Life is blowing my mind these days, I could not be happier right now. I've said this before but what's happened to me is not just happening to me, it's happening to my parents and my brother too. That just makes this whirlwind of happiness that much more valuable and meaningful and the most amazing thing I could be feeling right now.
I LOVE LIFE SO INTENSELY.
MUCH LOVE!!!!!!
Working this short time with Niketown I learned how imperative it is for me to have a job that requires a brain. I could not have lasted much longer at Niketown, obviously had I not had another job offer I probably would've stayed with them just to finish out the year until I leave for grad school.
Today was such an eventful day. I also had to go to the DMV because the temporary driver's license I'd been given was expired. I learn so much everyday. At the DMV I learned that someone with Permanent Residency isn't supposed to be given a Temporary Drivers License, they should be given an Interim Driver' License. That's what I was given today. The person that helped me today noticed that my paperwork with the DMV wasn't filled out properly and the reason I have yet to get my real driver's license is because the expiration date on my permanent residency wasn't filled out which made it more difficult to verify the credibility of my Residency. How ridiculous huh? Long story short, I'll be receiving my real driver's license in 2-3 weeks.
Life is blowing my mind these days, I could not be happier right now. I've said this before but what's happened to me is not just happening to me, it's happening to my parents and my brother too. That just makes this whirlwind of happiness that much more valuable and meaningful and the most amazing thing I could be feeling right now.
I LOVE LIFE SO INTENSELY.
MUCH LOVE!!!!!!
Saturday, August 20, 2011
In the News
So now that I'm free and fabulous I've had no time for the news . . . I apologize but you know what, my mom keeps me in check. Obviously these immigration issues are still very important for my family.
There was a report in the news about Obama's announcement of the halting of deportations. Keep in mind these are deportations that have already been served. This means that people who have deportations may have them cancelled and have a real decision taken on their case. Very promising news for those facing one of the most stressful processes of immigration. Obviously a deportation is more like a final notice, but as we all know that wasn't the case for me.
I found an article reporting on this, much better than I can:
White House: We Will Halt Some Deportations
I'll post separately on personal business :)
There was a report in the news about Obama's announcement of the halting of deportations. Keep in mind these are deportations that have already been served. This means that people who have deportations may have them cancelled and have a real decision taken on their case. Very promising news for those facing one of the most stressful processes of immigration. Obviously a deportation is more like a final notice, but as we all know that wasn't the case for me.
I found an article reporting on this, much better than I can:
White House: We Will Halt Some Deportations
I'll post separately on personal business :)
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
The Free and Employed Life
wowzers I can't believe it's almost going to be a month since I started working. I have had the most amazing summer of my life.
I must say it was a tad challenging not becoming totally committed to this first job, about a week ago I got called in for interviews with two other places I had applied to. I went to one interview, they decided to go with someone else. The second place I am still waiting for the interview to happen because I couldn't make it to the last group interview session they had.
School is starting up in three weeks, it's all so exciting. I'm going to sign up for the GRE soon and obviously start to prepare for it would be a great idea.
This whole thing still feels like a very temporary thing. I'm actually still waiting for the permanent driver's license to arrive.
Hope life is going great for all of you.
MUCH LOVE!!!
I must say it was a tad challenging not becoming totally committed to this first job, about a week ago I got called in for interviews with two other places I had applied to. I went to one interview, they decided to go with someone else. The second place I am still waiting for the interview to happen because I couldn't make it to the last group interview session they had.
School is starting up in three weeks, it's all so exciting. I'm going to sign up for the GRE soon and obviously start to prepare for it would be a great idea.
This whole thing still feels like a very temporary thing. I'm actually still waiting for the permanent driver's license to arrive.
Hope life is going great for all of you.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Officially Job Offer
I got the job offer about two hours ago. My working life begins tomorrow!!!
Rookie Camp 8:30-4:30, woo!
Cheers to life!
MUCH LOVE!!!
Rookie Camp 8:30-4:30, woo!
Cheers to life!
MUCH LOVE!!!
IT'S A BEAUTIFUL LIFE
My days lately have consisted of tennis, beach volleyball or running at the beach. Followed by a few hours of craigslisting searching for jobs, sending out resumes for jobs I have no experience in. Today my day started out with a short bike ride to the park where I played tennis for two hours and then biked back home. Felt like such a great start to the day, even though I'm still sick but exercise makes me forget about it. This day felt like such a good day for a good reason, I got a call from Nike Town and got a job offer which I took!
It's for a seasonal position so I may not be working as much, but they already know what my availability is going to be like once classes start in August so it must not e a problem. I still haven't gotten the details on pay and starting date, but I got the official offer. eeeeeeee :)
How crazy cool that my first official job ever will be working at Nike Town??? I got to skip on the initiation job, fast food teenage job. There are trade-offs to everything.
MUCH LOVE!!!
It's for a seasonal position so I may not be working as much, but they already know what my availability is going to be like once classes start in August so it must not e a problem. I still haven't gotten the details on pay and starting date, but I got the official offer. eeeeeeee :)
How crazy cool that my first official job ever will be working at Nike Town??? I got to skip on the initiation job, fast food teenage job. There are trade-offs to everything.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Jobs Everywhere!!!
Today I had the first job interview of my life!
I've submitted about 20 job applications online, only two I've had the opportunity to fill out in person and talk to a manager. Today I interviewed for a sales position at a New Balance store which is actually owned by FrontRunners. The interview was stellar, or may I say, I was stellar :X I'm just a little full of myself. By the end of the interview I pretty much had the job, but she gave me time to think about it and I am to call her back on Tuesday giving her my decision. I honestly had a really good feeling about that store from the minute I left my application and talking to the manager two days ago.
Coming home after the interview I started thinking how hilarious life is and how great it would be if I started getting calls from the places I've applied to asking for an interview. Sure enough life never fails to amuse, I got a call from an awesome restaurant for a hostess position. The interview is tomorrow morning. So we'll see who has the best offer.
It's my birthday this weekend!!! This is the second best birthday yet! The first was when I was reunited with my dad back in 1994 hehe.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Happy 4th to this powerful nation of opportunities :)
I've submitted about 20 job applications online, only two I've had the opportunity to fill out in person and talk to a manager. Today I interviewed for a sales position at a New Balance store which is actually owned by FrontRunners. The interview was stellar, or may I say, I was stellar :X I'm just a little full of myself. By the end of the interview I pretty much had the job, but she gave me time to think about it and I am to call her back on Tuesday giving her my decision. I honestly had a really good feeling about that store from the minute I left my application and talking to the manager two days ago.
Coming home after the interview I started thinking how hilarious life is and how great it would be if I started getting calls from the places I've applied to asking for an interview. Sure enough life never fails to amuse, I got a call from an awesome restaurant for a hostess position. The interview is tomorrow morning. So we'll see who has the best offer.
It's my birthday this weekend!!! This is the second best birthday yet! The first was when I was reunited with my dad back in 1994 hehe.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Happy 4th to this powerful nation of opportunities :)
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Breakthrough
I'm still looking for a job, it's been a week since I finished school. I'm doing my best to keep my cool and not get impatient about not finding a job. I submitted one application already but I'm shooting for one specific job. I have a friend who works at a rock climbing gym and I want to work as a belayer. I've been calling the person in charge of hiring, have left three messages and have even sent her an email.
I was honestly starting to give up on that idea but today I had the most exciting breakthrough. Turns out the girls I have been trying to reach is friends with a friend of mine from school! My confidence about this job as shot back up, so we shall see.
I've also started researching graduate programs so I can get an idea about my options . . . going abroad is feeling so good.
Also I totally raised my grade in my Physiology class, I am so proud of myself :)
Happy Father's Day to all the fathers who have taken their position as role models seriously and have positively influenced their children to contribute to this world.
MUCH LOVE!!!
I was honestly starting to give up on that idea but today I had the most exciting breakthrough. Turns out the girls I have been trying to reach is friends with a friend of mine from school! My confidence about this job as shot back up, so we shall see.
I've also started researching graduate programs so I can get an idea about my options . . . going abroad is feeling so good.
Also I totally raised my grade in my Physiology class, I am so proud of myself :)
Happy Father's Day to all the fathers who have taken their position as role models seriously and have positively influenced their children to contribute to this world.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Monday, June 6, 2011
Higher Education in CA
I am so proud of this state. No one purposely chooses to break the law and we all have goals like everyone else. To expand our minds intellectually and contribute to the world. Undocumented immigrants can still get their higher education in CA at in-state tuition.
On a personal note, I have not received my CA Driver's license card yet. I'm just driving with the temporary license for now. It's so crazy how I am no longer in any rush to get a little plastic card.
MUCH LOVE!!
On a personal note, I have not received my CA Driver's license card yet. I'm just driving with the temporary license for now. It's so crazy how I am no longer in any rush to get a little plastic card.
MUCH LOVE!!
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Existence Approved
Today I had my driving exam, and passed :D I now have my temporary Driver's License, should be receiving the real one in the next few weeks.
Also something awesome happened. Apparently there was a problem with the way my name was in the system so they had to change it - because I have two last names - and I had to have my picture retaken. So for those of you who saw my picture, I will not have that sad upset look on my real Driver's License :D
Now all that's left is finish out the semester, and then get to applying for jobs!!
MUCH LOVE!!!
Also something awesome happened. Apparently there was a problem with the way my name was in the system so they had to change it - because I have two last names - and I had to have my picture retaken. So for those of you who saw my picture, I will not have that sad upset look on my real Driver's License :D
Now all that's left is finish out the semester, and then get to applying for jobs!!
MUCH LOVE!!!
Monday, May 23, 2011
In my Mailbox
Guess what came in the mail today! My officially updated social security card :D I get to keep my old number of course. And you know what it says at the bottom right under the signature line? "USA" in shiny reflective ink, for those of you who know Spanish you know that means, "use it". The card wants me to use it, and that is exactly what I'll do since I now have official clearance to work.
What a life.
MUCH LOVE!!!
What a life.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Friday, May 20, 2011
Living my Teenage Dream
the abridged version of course haha, of my teenage dream that is.
This morning I had a voice mail, super exciting. It was from the California Department of Motor Vehicles. They were calling to remind me about my driving test scheduled for Wednesday May 25, at 2:30pm :D
Oh to be a teenager. There was a 16 or 17 year old girl taking the written test when I was waiting in line to take my test and she was so excited. I felt just like her, except I felt more entitled to it. It's crazy how different it is to get these simple teenage rites of passage as a 24 year old. I have no thoughts of scheming about sneaking out of the house at night to go to parties or run off with friends. So crazy! I'm so happy this has finally come though.
Tomorrow there will be a proper celebration of these recent events :)
Love everyone and everything in my life, I am ready to take it all in with a vengeance.
MUCH LOVE!!!
This morning I had a voice mail, super exciting. It was from the California Department of Motor Vehicles. They were calling to remind me about my driving test scheduled for Wednesday May 25, at 2:30pm :D
Oh to be a teenager. There was a 16 or 17 year old girl taking the written test when I was waiting in line to take my test and she was so excited. I felt just like her, except I felt more entitled to it. It's crazy how different it is to get these simple teenage rites of passage as a 24 year old. I have no thoughts of scheming about sneaking out of the house at night to go to parties or run off with friends. So crazy! I'm so happy this has finally come though.
Tomorrow there will be a proper celebration of these recent events :)
Love everyone and everything in my life, I am ready to take it all in with a vengeance.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Day 5!
Another fabulous day, went to the DMV to take my writing test. Having a greenie is so empowering!! Took the writing test aaaaand I passed :)
MUCH LOVE!!!
MUCH LOVE!!!
Monday, May 16, 2011
Day 3
3 is my favorite number. Officially I've had Permanent Residency since May 2nd - the day I had my second interview, so I've had it 14 days! But it's only been 3 days since it has been in my hands. . . ANYWAY.
Day 3 of PR in my hand: status on social security number has been changed. In the next two weeks I will be receiving my new card. When I get citizenship I have to go back and reapply so they make that adjustment.
I attempted to change my residency status at the community college, but the dude said it wouldn't make a difference to my ability to get financial aid. Not that I was trying to, even with 10 units I am still not paying what one class was worth at UCSB, it's so crazy! So since next Fall will be my last semester there's no need to change my residency status, at this point it's only a technicality.
More news to come :)
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL - it always has been.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Day 3 of PR in my hand: status on social security number has been changed. In the next two weeks I will be receiving my new card. When I get citizenship I have to go back and reapply so they make that adjustment.
I attempted to change my residency status at the community college, but the dude said it wouldn't make a difference to my ability to get financial aid. Not that I was trying to, even with 10 units I am still not paying what one class was worth at UCSB, it's so crazy! So since next Fall will be my last semester there's no need to change my residency status, at this point it's only a technicality.
More news to come :)
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL - it always has been.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Life in the Clouds
This has been a weekend of pure bliss, ease, and promise.
This family's head has been in the clouds and probably will be for a long time. I do mean family's head because we are a unit. We as a family are all we've got, we are lucky to have great people in our lives we can count on sometimes, but no one outside of this family unit has lived what we've lived and that is why we are one. This has not only changed my life but has changed the prospects of 3 other people's lives. It is amazing all that comes from this plastic card, it could be priceless, but it really isn't.
Very few things in this world are priceless, except seeing the face of true happiness in both your parent's faces. After 16 years of stress, frustration and helplessness, the face of knowing that your child can finally go on with her life is something that brings more happiness to my heart than this card, seriously. I'm obviously eternally grateful for this card as it is the direct cause for our present bliss and everything that follows.
I really want to wear my greenie around my neck, like a name tag, can I do that? Obnoxious I know, I'm a showoff you know me.
MUCH LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This family's head has been in the clouds and probably will be for a long time. I do mean family's head because we are a unit. We as a family are all we've got, we are lucky to have great people in our lives we can count on sometimes, but no one outside of this family unit has lived what we've lived and that is why we are one. This has not only changed my life but has changed the prospects of 3 other people's lives. It is amazing all that comes from this plastic card, it could be priceless, but it really isn't.
Very few things in this world are priceless, except seeing the face of true happiness in both your parent's faces. After 16 years of stress, frustration and helplessness, the face of knowing that your child can finally go on with her life is something that brings more happiness to my heart than this card, seriously. I'm obviously eternally grateful for this card as it is the direct cause for our present bliss and everything that follows.
I really want to wear my greenie around my neck, like a name tag, can I do that? Obnoxious I know, I'm a showoff you know me.
MUCH LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, May 14, 2011
From the Other Side
I HAVE GREENIE!!!!!
I can't tell you when it came in the mail because I picked up the mail yesterday and apparently missed the fact that there was an envelop with my name on it. Today before leaving for my volunteering my dad asked that I come back in the house. He had an envelope in his hand, and says, "I got another ticket". I instantly go no you didn't! What is it? And as I asked what is it, I KNEW! "It came!" I said. My dad was jumping around like a kid and he busts out my green card. It's the coolest thing ever, this is the best weekend of my life, today, May 14 is my rebirth.
This coming week officially the most exciting week to come. I can change my residency status at the community college, which actually won't be any change because I still pay the same due to the CA Law AB-540. I get to change the status on my social security number which allows me to finally work! I will be getting an appointment for my drivers license exam, which also means I'll be studying that drivers manual this week :D
This is seriously surreal, I am so excited and yet so serene.
Like I have said before, everything that led up to this day has been worth it. I wouldn't want anything to change.
I love you guys so much don't think my posting is over, I will keep posting as things progress. This summer I'm going to be working somewhere!!!!
ALL THE LOVE!!!
I can't tell you when it came in the mail because I picked up the mail yesterday and apparently missed the fact that there was an envelop with my name on it. Today before leaving for my volunteering my dad asked that I come back in the house. He had an envelope in his hand, and says, "I got another ticket". I instantly go no you didn't! What is it? And as I asked what is it, I KNEW! "It came!" I said. My dad was jumping around like a kid and he busts out my green card. It's the coolest thing ever, this is the best weekend of my life, today, May 14 is my rebirth.
This coming week officially the most exciting week to come. I can change my residency status at the community college, which actually won't be any change because I still pay the same due to the CA Law AB-540. I get to change the status on my social security number which allows me to finally work! I will be getting an appointment for my drivers license exam, which also means I'll be studying that drivers manual this week :D
This is seriously surreal, I am so excited and yet so serene.
Like I have said before, everything that led up to this day has been worth it. I wouldn't want anything to change.
I love you guys so much don't think my posting is over, I will keep posting as things progress. This summer I'm going to be working somewhere!!!!
ALL THE LOVE!!!
Saturday, May 7, 2011
HOT OFF THE PRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Today we received an official notice from ICE (ice ice baby), actually the Department of Homeland Security. Welcoming me to the United States of America . . . 16 years (almost 17!) after my arrival to the place I instantly accepted as my home. It reads: "you will be receiving your new Permanent Residency Card in the next 3 weeks". This paper was printed the very day after my interview, on May 3rd. By the end of this month I will have my greenie.
This first paragraph is the most loaded paragraph I have written in a while.
I am eternally grateful to my parents of course, our dear dear friends (you know who you are). To all the shitty attorneys that complicated my life and put me through the greatest most painful obstacles I have been faced with in my life , anything I am faced with will be hard but I will be equipped to deal with them. Lastly, to the person who pushed this little baby to it's last step to freedom, Attorney B.J.D. One day I'll be able to print her full name.
The notice from ICE ends with a second congratulation on my Permanent Resident status.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUCH LOVE!!!
Now my heart is soaring . . . 3 weeks!
This first paragraph is the most loaded paragraph I have written in a while.
I am eternally grateful to my parents of course, our dear dear friends (you know who you are). To all the shitty attorneys that complicated my life and put me through the greatest most painful obstacles I have been faced with in my life , anything I am faced with will be hard but I will be equipped to deal with them. Lastly, to the person who pushed this little baby to it's last step to freedom, Attorney B.J.D. One day I'll be able to print her full name.
The notice from ICE ends with a second congratulation on my Permanent Resident status.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUCH LOVE!!!
Now my heart is soaring . . . 3 weeks!
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Patience Cap
that must stay on forever. Today was meant to be a crazy eventful day, it was a busy day driving back and forth with my parents from office to office in between planning dinner and cake for my dad and school and work.
Alas, reality is nothing happens without having that access card. Today did not result in changing status on my social or a CA ID. Soon though, I know it, and I must remember to be patient in everything that follows.
Still excited for everything to come! For now I must focus on finishing up this semester and finding a place to volunteer.
I did pick up a driver's manual so when I do get greenie I won't even bother to get a CA ID, I'll just go ahead and apply for my driver's license :X It'll be that much more exciting :D
MUCH LOVE!!!
Alas, reality is nothing happens without having that access card. Today did not result in changing status on my social or a CA ID. Soon though, I know it, and I must remember to be patient in everything that follows.
Still excited for everything to come! For now I must focus on finishing up this semester and finding a place to volunteer.
I did pick up a driver's manual so when I do get greenie I won't even bother to get a CA ID, I'll just go ahead and apply for my driver's license :X It'll be that much more exciting :D
MUCH LOVE!!!
LIFE!!!!
Today is a glorious day, it is my dad's birthday. It's the second most important day of the year (only bc it comes second chronologically). Both my parents are the most important people in my life, both of which have been a colossal influence on who I've become. So Happy Birthday DAD!
Second order of news, today things are changing. Since I have an official approval of PRC (official huh, it stands for Permanent Residency Card), I can go ahead and change the status of my social security number - it has a hold on it, as of right now it is only valid for work which is silly because I was way underage and couldn't work. After the Social Security office I am off to school, then home for lunch, then we are going to the DMV!!
I finally get to live my teenage dream, unfortunately not the driver's license yet as I require time to study the driver's handbook. I'm getting my CA ID!!!!!!!!!
Must get ready :D :D :D :D :D There aren't enough moticons to express the happiness I am finally feeling. I'll tell you more about Monday at a later time.
MUCH LOVE!!!!!!!!!
Second order of news, today things are changing. Since I have an official approval of PRC (official huh, it stands for Permanent Residency Card), I can go ahead and change the status of my social security number - it has a hold on it, as of right now it is only valid for work which is silly because I was way underage and couldn't work. After the Social Security office I am off to school, then home for lunch, then we are going to the DMV!!
I finally get to live my teenage dream, unfortunately not the driver's license yet as I require time to study the driver's handbook. I'm getting my CA ID!!!!!!!!!
Must get ready :D :D :D :D :D There aren't enough moticons to express the happiness I am finally feeling. I'll tell you more about Monday at a later time.
MUCH LOVE!!!!!!!!!
Monday, May 2, 2011
Finito
Greenie will be in the mail within the next 90 days.
I'm not back from the high yet, so I will write in more detail later.
MUCH LOVE!!!
I'm not back from the high yet, so I will write in more detail later.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Nearing Resolution
Tomorrow is the day, I'll be going to class in the morning, which I'll leave early so we can make it to the appointment with plenty of time. We'll most likely spend several hours there, hopefully those will be constructive hours.
I'll see you on the other side, victorious, hopefully.
MUCH LOVE!!!
I'll see you on the other side, victorious, hopefully.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Mixed Messages
The U.S. has every right to want to remove criminals that do not belong to their country, unfortunately many people who aren't real criminals are having to live with the consequences of iffy wording in immigration programs aimed at removing undocumented criminals in the country. Sadly many undocumented immigrants are afraid of speaking up against abuse because they have no idea they still have rights as individuals, their undocumented status comes first and they are left in a questionable position for claiming their rights.
Here is an interesting article regarding this: Noncriminals Swept Up in Federal Deportation Program
Here is an interesting article regarding this: Noncriminals Swept Up in Federal Deportation Program
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
DO IT Yourself
This latest situation put me in an uproar but the biggest thing it has done is further punctuate what a great position I'm in, I know I always say this, I just really want to drive home the point how difficult it is to get right by the law.
Anyway, today I woke up clear headed and with a purpose. I have an appointment for May 2 at 1pm to meet with an immigration officer to finally put this beast to sleep (not me the beast haha).
Have a wonderful day and thank you so much for your love and support :)
MUCH LOVE!!!
Anyway, today I woke up clear headed and with a purpose. I have an appointment for May 2 at 1pm to meet with an immigration officer to finally put this beast to sleep (not me the beast haha).
Have a wonderful day and thank you so much for your love and support :)
MUCH LOVE!!!
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Learning to Adapt
I was so silly to think and believe that attaining the end goal would be a smooth process. Let me tell you it has become everything but.
I got to talk to the attorney today, we have to make another appointment to go back and see an immigration officer. I was at school all day today, and called her during my break. She explained that we had to get an appointment through infopass. If we wanted her to come with me again, it will be $500. I asked her if she could explain to me what infopass is, and if I wanted to do this on my own what it would require. She said, give me call back if you want us to assist you with this, ie pay us the $500 and we'll do the work for you.
My frustration peaked and I've been on the verge of crying all day . . . the times either of my parents try to talk to me about it everything gets loud in my head and I start talking very loud . . . yelling at them. I'm frustrated and angry . . . maybe I'm just being over dramatic. . . hopefully sleeping tonight will give me some time to simmer down and tomorrow I will attend to this matter.
There's no way we're throwing $500 at the attorney to go sit with us, it's nice to be a lawyer . . . and people love to criticize how many undocumented people there are, this is just the tip of the tip of the iceberg! Most people can barely afford to live in a cramped apt. . . I am so damn blessed. I cannot wait to be on the other side of this.
I hope to have simmered down by tomorrow, and will have this matter figured out by the end of tomorrow, MYSELF without an attorney.
DEEP BREATHS go a long way . . .
I got to talk to the attorney today, we have to make another appointment to go back and see an immigration officer. I was at school all day today, and called her during my break. She explained that we had to get an appointment through infopass. If we wanted her to come with me again, it will be $500. I asked her if she could explain to me what infopass is, and if I wanted to do this on my own what it would require. She said, give me call back if you want us to assist you with this, ie pay us the $500 and we'll do the work for you.
My frustration peaked and I've been on the verge of crying all day . . . the times either of my parents try to talk to me about it everything gets loud in my head and I start talking very loud . . . yelling at them. I'm frustrated and angry . . . maybe I'm just being over dramatic. . . hopefully sleeping tonight will give me some time to simmer down and tomorrow I will attend to this matter.
There's no way we're throwing $500 at the attorney to go sit with us, it's nice to be a lawyer . . . and people love to criticize how many undocumented people there are, this is just the tip of the tip of the iceberg! Most people can barely afford to live in a cramped apt. . . I am so damn blessed. I cannot wait to be on the other side of this.
I hope to have simmered down by tomorrow, and will have this matter figured out by the end of tomorrow, MYSELF without an attorney.
DEEP BREATHS go a long way . . .
Monday, April 18, 2011
Past Due
Nothing in the way of greenie today, no call, no mail . . . why must the bureaucratic system taunt me 'til the very end??
MUCH LOVE
MUCH LOVE
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Official Status Update
With a receipt number you can check the status of your application on the ICE website and that's what I did today as the 30 days are up. My status says that we are in the process of interview, therefore nothing has happened since I had my interview. No official decision has been made yet.
After that I made a call to the attorney's office to let them know, as the secretary is the one at the phone she never knows what I'm talking about. She will be passing the message on to the attorney who went to the interview with us, and hopefully I'll be hearing from them before the end of the week. . . oh wait that's tomorrow haha. Probably won't hear from them until next week, so we'll see.
Rest assured you will hear from me as soon as I hear from them :)
Thanks so much for following.
MUCH LOVE!!!
After that I made a call to the attorney's office to let them know, as the secretary is the one at the phone she never knows what I'm talking about. She will be passing the message on to the attorney who went to the interview with us, and hopefully I'll be hearing from them before the end of the week. . . oh wait that's tomorrow haha. Probably won't hear from them until next week, so we'll see.
Rest assured you will hear from me as soon as I hear from them :)
Thanks so much for following.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Being in San Francisco
I am lucky, lucky, lucky to have the friends I do. I have spent almost an entire week up in San Francisco, had the chance to spend time with really close friends and have seen more of the city since the last couple times I've visited. I love being able to walk everywhere. Of course it helps not having to be pressed for time and no responsibility at the moment. Even if I had a job here, it would be really easy to get around from one place to the other. For those of you who have been here or live up here know what I'm talking about.
As of last week, greenie has yet to arrive . . . I'm (not so) secretly hoping that when I get home my parents will be beaming and have it in their hands . . . Here's hoping!
Thanks for being you.
MUCH LOVE!!!
As of last week, greenie has yet to arrive . . . I'm (not so) secretly hoping that when I get home my parents will be beaming and have it in their hands . . . Here's hoping!
Thanks for being you.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Life News-Flash
Allow me to make a correction to the time line we're on, the 30 days for greenie to arrive are 30 business days. Therefore, if I am not mistaken, the cut-off date is April 20. Surprisingly it doesn't hurt to say that, I really am over getting upset about things not happening quickly, I've conquered peace of mind. I am content with life at the moment :)
Hope you've all had a wonderful weekend and best of luck with the coming week.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Hope you've all had a wonderful weekend and best of luck with the coming week.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Understanding the cicumstances, the real cause of the problem
Republicans are spazzing out over secure borders, as if their lives were at risk. They want to spend millions of dollars to build a giant fence across the 2,000 mile border the U.S. has with their poor southern neighbor, Mexico and South America.
Again, these legislators failing to identify the reason all these people are "invading" the north. It's basically like giant industries have gone and unleashed a fire hydrant that brings many riches to the U.S., but is drowning the people actually living there. Al these people want to do is live. If their livelihoods were given back, there would be absolutely no need to spend "$206 billion over five years to deport the estimated 11 million people living in the country illegally" according to an estimate done by the Center for American Progress. Chances are, the majority of these people would go back to their country of origin if diverse opportunities of livelihood were made available once again. Let's also keep in mind that "the U.S. has spent more than $4.5 billion to improve border security in the nine years since the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks".
These millions of dollars could instead be spent in education! There's another article in the LA Times about the huge changes the 112 community college campuses are having to make due to budget cuts.
It's all about getting your priorities in order.
Today is an incredibly sunny day, hope it's a good one for all of you :)
MUCH LOVE!!!
Again, these legislators failing to identify the reason all these people are "invading" the north. It's basically like giant industries have gone and unleashed a fire hydrant that brings many riches to the U.S., but is drowning the people actually living there. Al these people want to do is live. If their livelihoods were given back, there would be absolutely no need to spend "$206 billion over five years to deport the estimated 11 million people living in the country illegally" according to an estimate done by the Center for American Progress. Chances are, the majority of these people would go back to their country of origin if diverse opportunities of livelihood were made available once again. Let's also keep in mind that "the U.S. has spent more than $4.5 billion to improve border security in the nine years since the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks".
These millions of dollars could instead be spent in education! There's another article in the LA Times about the huge changes the 112 community college campuses are having to make due to budget cuts.
It's all about getting your priorities in order.
Today is an incredibly sunny day, hope it's a good one for all of you :)
MUCH LOVE!!!
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
The Countdown
I checked the mail today, nothing for me with the exception of trash from Chase, I don't understand why they won't stop killing trees begging me to join them.
The 30 days are up April 6, I'm giving it until the 8th . . . just to make good use of the power of patience I've gathered these years :)
Hope you are all having a great day! I got a sun burn today, the weather is finally improving!
MUCH LOVE!!!
The 30 days are up April 6, I'm giving it until the 8th . . . just to make good use of the power of patience I've gathered these years :)
Hope you are all having a great day! I got a sun burn today, the weather is finally improving!
MUCH LOVE!!!
Monday, March 28, 2011
Border Patrol Dedicated to Separating Families
4 Year Old girl kept from her parents because of their undocumented status
Really what more do you need to know than that? Ok, so if you don't feel like reading the article, here's the scoop. Little Emily Ruiz is an asthmatic child, she lived in Long Island with her parents. I am one lucky kid for having lived in LA where the winters aren't as harsh as they are in the northern parts of the U.S. Winter is still a difficult season for me, it must have been prethttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gifty bad because Emily's parents sent her to Guatemala so she wouldn't have to suffer with her asthma through the winter. She was traveling back with her grandfather who had been traveling with an H-2B visa. Emily's grandfather had been using that visa to come to the U.S. for the last 5 years, this particular time he was not allowed into the country.
Border patrol officers did not return Emily to her parents because both mom and dad are undocumented. Who the heck made them the authority on that?! Since when are undocumented immigrants not allowed to have their children??? Terrible, long story short, after 5 months Emily is finally being reunited with her parents. Poor thing, hopefully she doesn't remember too much of the trouble when she's older.
Hopefully those Border Patrol officers are reprimanded for their actions.
Thanks for following :)
MUCH LOVE!!!
Really what more do you need to know than that? Ok, so if you don't feel like reading the article, here's the scoop. Little Emily Ruiz is an asthmatic child, she lived in Long Island with her parents. I am one lucky kid for having lived in LA where the winters aren't as harsh as they are in the northern parts of the U.S. Winter is still a difficult season for me, it must have been prethttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gifty bad because Emily's parents sent her to Guatemala so she wouldn't have to suffer with her asthma through the winter. She was traveling back with her grandfather who had been traveling with an H-2B visa. Emily's grandfather had been using that visa to come to the U.S. for the last 5 years, this particular time he was not allowed into the country.
Border patrol officers did not return Emily to her parents because both mom and dad are undocumented. Who the heck made them the authority on that?! Since when are undocumented immigrants not allowed to have their children??? Terrible, long story short, after 5 months Emily is finally being reunited with her parents. Poor thing, hopefully she doesn't remember too much of the trouble when she's older.
Hopefully those Border Patrol officers are reprimanded for their actions.
Thanks for following :)
MUCH LOVE!!!
Saturday, March 26, 2011
The run of my life
I realize my last post was short, dry and kind of depressed.
This journey feels like what I imagine running a marathon to be. The start is exciting and you're full of energy. Then comes a point where you're so fatigued you want to give up this is where mental strength and personal determination kicks in, and with the help of supporters on the sidelines and your own knowledge that you can get through it like you've gotten through preparing for this run, you fight past this point. At which time you get over that hump and looking back it seems crazy that you wanted to give up because you've now gotten your second wind and you are back at it again. Then the last couple miles your body is definitely tired, then when the finish line is visible . . . I imagine that I would want to sprint to it to get it over with that much quicker but I don't think I'd be able to since I've been running for long (I have never ran a marathon, just a 10k once while in the rowing team) . . . well right now the finish line is vaguely visible and I am honestly slowing down. I am tired tired tired, but the anticipation of finishing and moving on with more things keeps me going.
I found this amazing article just now, and it feels so great when I see that other people truly understand the circumstances that have led to such great numbers of immigrants living here in the U.S. Personally I believe that the free trade agreement is what has led to what we are living today, U.S. citizens unhappy at the "invasion" of foreigners feeling angry and frustrated with the way their own economy is going and simply in need of an explanation. Throughout history we 9we because every culture has done this, pointing fingers at the new and unknown) always manage to point the finger at someone for whatever social issues we are experiencing, and scapegoating immigrants is nothing new.
Point is, Just Coffee sells Fair Trade blends to churches and other consumers, using the money to address illegal immigration by helping Mexican growers remain on their farms. This makes me really happy, if only we could get the rest of the global community on board and starvation and poverty around the world would be brought under control, but that is wishful thinking, I know. Starting little by little though, I know we can move towards a better balance of things.
Here is a link to the Just Coffee website in case anyone wants to get involved.
I hope you are all doing well, I apologize for being a downer and a stranger these last couple weeks. Wish you all a wonderful weekend.
MUCH LOVE!!!
This journey feels like what I imagine running a marathon to be. The start is exciting and you're full of energy. Then comes a point where you're so fatigued you want to give up this is where mental strength and personal determination kicks in, and with the help of supporters on the sidelines and your own knowledge that you can get through it like you've gotten through preparing for this run, you fight past this point. At which time you get over that hump and looking back it seems crazy that you wanted to give up because you've now gotten your second wind and you are back at it again. Then the last couple miles your body is definitely tired, then when the finish line is visible . . . I imagine that I would want to sprint to it to get it over with that much quicker but I don't think I'd be able to since I've been running for long (I have never ran a marathon, just a 10k once while in the rowing team) . . . well right now the finish line is vaguely visible and I am honestly slowing down. I am tired tired tired, but the anticipation of finishing and moving on with more things keeps me going.
I found this amazing article just now, and it feels so great when I see that other people truly understand the circumstances that have led to such great numbers of immigrants living here in the U.S. Personally I believe that the free trade agreement is what has led to what we are living today, U.S. citizens unhappy at the "invasion" of foreigners feeling angry and frustrated with the way their own economy is going and simply in need of an explanation. Throughout history we 9we because every culture has done this, pointing fingers at the new and unknown) always manage to point the finger at someone for whatever social issues we are experiencing, and scapegoating immigrants is nothing new.
Point is, Just Coffee sells Fair Trade blends to churches and other consumers, using the money to address illegal immigration by helping Mexican growers remain on their farms. This makes me really happy, if only we could get the rest of the global community on board and starvation and poverty around the world would be brought under control, but that is wishful thinking, I know. Starting little by little though, I know we can move towards a better balance of things.
Here is a link to the Just Coffee website in case anyone wants to get involved.
I hope you are all doing well, I apologize for being a downer and a stranger these last couple weeks. Wish you all a wonderful weekend.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Friday, March 25, 2011
the waiting game
Yes, I am still waiting, the 30 days aren't up though so we're still ok. No need to worry yet. There won't be any need to worry, I am sure of it.
I apologize for the silence, school really does keep me quite busy even though there's only one class that needs any effort.
Thanks for still following.
MUCH LOVE!!!
I apologize for the silence, school really does keep me quite busy even though there's only one class that needs any effort.
Thanks for still following.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Magic Happens Every Day
So today was my day, but you know what I realized while standing in line to get into the Federal Bldg? It wasn't just my day, it was hundreds of people's days too. Everyone that was in that waiting room was getting the greatest news of their lives. Some people had kids, so maybe for them it was their child's birth and the time they got married, but the chain of events of my life could not have had a better sequence.
Those of you who did this today, you are so so so dear to me! It was so great, amazing, to feel and know how loved I am. Thank you for having me in your thoughts, and allowing me to be part of your lives and always being so supportive to my existence in this country! For those not part of this, my dearest sent me texts cheering me on :)
Many of you are probably wondering how things went down today. Well I may have led you to think that I was going to go in front of a panel of judges, big scary movie-type scene. That was my bad, it was actually a meeting with a single immigration officer, it was my first time!
The lovely woman was super friendly, we went over a list of questions, basic contact info, birth date, place of birth, name. In the end, yes I'm getting my residency (the infamous Green Card), but the summary of today's encounter says I'm due for a review.
There was a tiny hick-up, my records on the electronic system have not been updated and therefore if I showed up at the airport I'd be sent to an immigration officer immediately where they'd arrest me. Why? There have been no updates since 2003, what happened in 2003 you say? I was officially kicked out of the country. It was in 2010 that the courts shot down that decision and closed the case, and this is what they failed to add to my records. So with a quick update on the system and I'm cleared. Therefore, I have not officially been given my Green Card yet. This update process will take less than 30 days though, so it is in that time period that I should be receiving my greenie :)
Had I been approved then and there I still would not have walked out with a greenie, it still gets sent in the mail. So we can still Hooray!
Celebration will not happen until I do have greenie in my hands, but now my brain is just brewing with plans and things I must do.
Can't say I feel completely different yet, there are certain things that have yet to happen for me to have a full blown transformation. Drivers License and ticket home :D
If life were so easy we wouldn't appreciate these moments as much as we do. Let life be hard, but keep fighting it, never give up.
This is not the last of us, don't worry. Stay tuned :)
MUCH LOVE!!!!
Those of you who did this today, you are so so so dear to me! It was so great, amazing, to feel and know how loved I am. Thank you for having me in your thoughts, and allowing me to be part of your lives and always being so supportive to my existence in this country! For those not part of this, my dearest sent me texts cheering me on :)
Many of you are probably wondering how things went down today. Well I may have led you to think that I was going to go in front of a panel of judges, big scary movie-type scene. That was my bad, it was actually a meeting with a single immigration officer, it was my first time!
The lovely woman was super friendly, we went over a list of questions, basic contact info, birth date, place of birth, name. In the end, yes I'm getting my residency (the infamous Green Card), but the summary of today's encounter says I'm due for a review.
There was a tiny hick-up, my records on the electronic system have not been updated and therefore if I showed up at the airport I'd be sent to an immigration officer immediately where they'd arrest me. Why? There have been no updates since 2003, what happened in 2003 you say? I was officially kicked out of the country. It was in 2010 that the courts shot down that decision and closed the case, and this is what they failed to add to my records. So with a quick update on the system and I'm cleared. Therefore, I have not officially been given my Green Card yet. This update process will take less than 30 days though, so it is in that time period that I should be receiving my greenie :)
Had I been approved then and there I still would not have walked out with a greenie, it still gets sent in the mail. So we can still Hooray!
Celebration will not happen until I do have greenie in my hands, but now my brain is just brewing with plans and things I must do.
Can't say I feel completely different yet, there are certain things that have yet to happen for me to have a full blown transformation. Drivers License and ticket home :D
If life were so easy we wouldn't appreciate these moments as much as we do. Let life be hard, but keep fighting it, never give up.
This is not the last of us, don't worry. Stay tuned :)
MUCH LOVE!!!!
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
TOOOOOOOOOOOOOMORROW
Tomorrow :)
The doubts are still lingering but not as much, now I'm just full of excitement and anticipation.
Have a wonderful day! I have a test today in Physiology so I'm off to study.
MUCH LOVE!!!
The doubts are still lingering but not as much, now I'm just full of excitement and anticipation.
Have a wonderful day! I have a test today in Physiology so I'm off to study.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Monday, March 7, 2011
TX Rep. Debbie Riddle (R) has no shame
We haven't had any news updates in a while, here's something my friend sent to me:
Texas' proposal to kick out all illegal immigrants (except the maids)
It's appalling to so blatantly see where their interest lies, remaining lazy and maintaining their cozy lives of exploiting the uneducated and needy. When major food industries hear about this they'll surely want a part of it. They employ many many undocumented immigrants year round, all across in agriculture from cultivation to packaging and everything in between.
These politicians have a great interest in keeping these people exactly where they are. I'm sure this bill would introduce no rights for them, and no mention of their families, this would most likely only include the laborers.
I hope this never passes.
Texas' proposal to kick out all illegal immigrants (except the maids)
It's appalling to so blatantly see where their interest lies, remaining lazy and maintaining their cozy lives of exploiting the uneducated and needy. When major food industries hear about this they'll surely want a part of it. They employ many many undocumented immigrants year round, all across in agriculture from cultivation to packaging and everything in between.
These politicians have a great interest in keeping these people exactly where they are. I'm sure this bill would introduce no rights for them, and no mention of their families, this would most likely only include the laborers.
I hope this never passes.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
a heart to heart
This is my place to be honest . . . as confident as I am about what will happen on Wednesday, what if the board stands by the decisions previous courts have made? The world is a crazy place and I am not crazy enough to ignore that. I was about to send out my close friends an invite to come to my house Friday night to celebrate Wednesday, when a tiny bit of doubt sank my heart. What if there's nothing to celebrate?
Maybe this is just my way of keeping myself in check and be prepared for the unexpected. Always be prepared for the unexpected, but no matter how much I think about it I don't think I could handle hearing a verdict against me.
I know I come off very confident about my very near future, maybe it's just the wine bringing me back to earth? Sunday at 10pm is a quiet time, and being alone with your thoughts is sometimes a bit of torture. It's too easy to express doubt to a faceless listener.
All get their justice eventually, my eventually is almost here.
LET FREEDOM COME.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Maybe this is just my way of keeping myself in check and be prepared for the unexpected. Always be prepared for the unexpected, but no matter how much I think about it I don't think I could handle hearing a verdict against me.
I know I come off very confident about my very near future, maybe it's just the wine bringing me back to earth? Sunday at 10pm is a quiet time, and being alone with your thoughts is sometimes a bit of torture. It's too easy to express doubt to a faceless listener.
All get their justice eventually, my eventually is almost here.
LET FREEDOM COME.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Saturday, March 5, 2011
CUATRO, QUATRE, FOUR!
We are down to four days my friends!!!!!!!
This time next week I will be a different girl, I'll be on a high that will last the rest of my life.
Excited, ecstatic, baffled, lightheaded. There are many more words I can use to describe the feeling that has hit me a few times when I've had the time to think about it, I love ecstatic the most.
I want to say dreams do come true, but this has honestly never been a dream for me. It's always been a delayed reality. I promise you I am not the delusional type, I know who I am, what I'm capable of and what I deserve. I know in this world it is almost impossible to say who deserves what because there is so much wrong with this world, but there is still justice in the world sprinkled in this salad called life. The Life You Deserve.
There were so many times it seemed like it was never going to happen for me, but like I've said time and again, patience my biggest challenge and my Patience Guru MY MOM have gotten me to today and will get me to Wednesday and will get me through the rest of life, The Life I Deserve.
Have a wonderful weekend my friends!
MUCH LOVE(to You and Life)!!!
I'll definitely try to get another two postings in before the other side :X
This time next week I will be a different girl, I'll be on a high that will last the rest of my life.
Excited, ecstatic, baffled, lightheaded. There are many more words I can use to describe the feeling that has hit me a few times when I've had the time to think about it, I love ecstatic the most.
I want to say dreams do come true, but this has honestly never been a dream for me. It's always been a delayed reality. I promise you I am not the delusional type, I know who I am, what I'm capable of and what I deserve. I know in this world it is almost impossible to say who deserves what because there is so much wrong with this world, but there is still justice in the world sprinkled in this salad called life. The Life You Deserve.
There were so many times it seemed like it was never going to happen for me, but like I've said time and again, patience my biggest challenge and my Patience Guru MY MOM have gotten me to today and will get me to Wednesday and will get me through the rest of life, The Life I Deserve.
Have a wonderful weekend my friends!
MUCH LOVE(to You and Life)!!!
I'll definitely try to get another two postings in before the other side :X
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Siete, Sept, SEVEN!
in a whisper: seven days
:D
yes it's old, I still think it's funny, anyone who saw The Ring knows what I'm talking about (it's that movie, right? haha I often get movie names mixed up).
My mom was telling me the other day my dad is crazy excited, for obvious reasons of course. It's child-like how excited we all are.
MUCH LOVE!!!
:D
yes it's old, I still think it's funny, anyone who saw The Ring knows what I'm talking about (it's that movie, right? haha I often get movie names mixed up).
My mom was telling me the other day my dad is crazy excited, for obvious reasons of course. It's child-like how excited we all are.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Monday, February 28, 2011
LET THE COUNTDOWN BEGIN!
We're almost down to a week, Nine days!
As if Wednesday wasn't a big enough deal, it is being accentuated by the fact that I have to make arrangements for an assignment that is due on the 9th as well as an in-class assignment that will be happening that same day. My Professor asked if there was any way I could reschedule what I had happening that day, when she finds out what it is she will understand why I chuckled. I told her, "No, it is something extremely important, I cannot reschedule". Of course she has to accommodate me because it is not an exam I am missing, and I am letting her know about not being in class well in advance.
We are all very excited here at my house, and I am so happy to say that so are my friends, thank you.
Have I compared myself to Pinocchio sans the lying? Because I am totally feeling like I'm about to become a real girl!!
Ever since I was 10, I stare into the sky watching planes, looking forward to the next time I'd be on one, the take-off has always been my favorite part. Never knowing at that age that I couldn't step foot into one, and that more than a decade would pass until I'd be allowed to travel in one again.
The excitement really comes down to something that many people here take for granted, having an ID. I've stopped writing for about 10 minutes because there's so much about this that makes my heart stop. Having access to this is my key to paradise, there it is, that's the best I can do.
LIFE, here it comes.
Hope you are all healthy and happy :)
MUCH LOVE!!!
As if Wednesday wasn't a big enough deal, it is being accentuated by the fact that I have to make arrangements for an assignment that is due on the 9th as well as an in-class assignment that will be happening that same day. My Professor asked if there was any way I could reschedule what I had happening that day, when she finds out what it is she will understand why I chuckled. I told her, "No, it is something extremely important, I cannot reschedule". Of course she has to accommodate me because it is not an exam I am missing, and I am letting her know about not being in class well in advance.
We are all very excited here at my house, and I am so happy to say that so are my friends, thank you.
Have I compared myself to Pinocchio sans the lying? Because I am totally feeling like I'm about to become a real girl!!
Ever since I was 10, I stare into the sky watching planes, looking forward to the next time I'd be on one, the take-off has always been my favorite part. Never knowing at that age that I couldn't step foot into one, and that more than a decade would pass until I'd be allowed to travel in one again.
The excitement really comes down to something that many people here take for granted, having an ID. I've stopped writing for about 10 minutes because there's so much about this that makes my heart stop. Having access to this is my key to paradise, there it is, that's the best I can do.
LIFE, here it comes.
Hope you are all healthy and happy :)
MUCH LOVE!!!
Friday, February 25, 2011
Life is coming
Enough of this silence, I apologize.
Lots has happened, lots of rain, full days of weight lifting (moving), lots of organizing, and school.
We are now past the two weeks til my day! It's so unreal, I realized this last Weds at the end of class when the Prof was telling us about our first assignment, due March 9th. For the 50th time it made me really happy I am going to miss class for something monumentally important. I say about 50th time, but I don't actually have count of the times I had court appearances.
Anyway, I won't be in class that day, luckily it's only one class and I'll be able to turn in the oh so important assignment. It really isn't, it's just a current event type thing focused on nutrition, it'll be great!
School is great, I'm loving Human Physiology, kind of wish I was taking another mentally challenging class, but Chemistry requires so much time I'd probably regret it. When I ride my bike to school it takes me about 50mins to get there, nice cardio workout.
So that's the state of things at the moment, hope all of you out there are doing great!
Thanks for reading and caring.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Lots has happened, lots of rain, full days of weight lifting (moving), lots of organizing, and school.
We are now past the two weeks til my day! It's so unreal, I realized this last Weds at the end of class when the Prof was telling us about our first assignment, due March 9th. For the 50th time it made me really happy I am going to miss class for something monumentally important. I say about 50th time, but I don't actually have count of the times I had court appearances.
Anyway, I won't be in class that day, luckily it's only one class and I'll be able to turn in the oh so important assignment. It really isn't, it's just a current event type thing focused on nutrition, it'll be great!
School is great, I'm loving Human Physiology, kind of wish I was taking another mentally challenging class, but Chemistry requires so much time I'd probably regret it. When I ride my bike to school it takes me about 50mins to get there, nice cardio workout.
So that's the state of things at the moment, hope all of you out there are doing great!
Thanks for reading and caring.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Monday, February 14, 2011
The happs
A little on my life right now:
I spent the majority of last week fighting asthma and allergies to dust, weak immune system is never a good thing. Since we're moving I'm hanging with a lot of dust and I had the worse reaction to it I've ever had. I am for the first time experiencing asthma attacks as an adult. Luckily I do have a very attentive doctor and I got the necessary medication and I am finally getting better.
My parents and I are working on the last touches on the new place which we'll be going to Friday! This week is very exciting, as have been the last couple weeks actually.
Today was my first day of classes, one class today but it was exciting enough. I'm in a class where 5 other people want to be personal trainers! Also about 15 of the people in this class were born in Mexico, makes me wonder if they're at this school because they can't afford to go anywhere else for status reasons. I met a girl who was born here, but lived in Mexico for 10 years, I laughed because it was the exact opposite for me.
I hope you all had a lovely Valentine's Day. It's sad how all those who don't have significant others get all sad and pout and go around saying how much they hate today. Love is all around, this may come off cliche, but you don't need to have someone to validate the love you're capable of. There are friends and family who love you and care about you. Anyway, hope no one was miserable today :)
Tomorrow is the bulk of my classes, so I'm really looking forward to it.
Thanks for following!
MUCH LOVE!!!
I spent the majority of last week fighting asthma and allergies to dust, weak immune system is never a good thing. Since we're moving I'm hanging with a lot of dust and I had the worse reaction to it I've ever had. I am for the first time experiencing asthma attacks as an adult. Luckily I do have a very attentive doctor and I got the necessary medication and I am finally getting better.
My parents and I are working on the last touches on the new place which we'll be going to Friday! This week is very exciting, as have been the last couple weeks actually.
Today was my first day of classes, one class today but it was exciting enough. I'm in a class where 5 other people want to be personal trainers! Also about 15 of the people in this class were born in Mexico, makes me wonder if they're at this school because they can't afford to go anywhere else for status reasons. I met a girl who was born here, but lived in Mexico for 10 years, I laughed because it was the exact opposite for me.
I hope you all had a lovely Valentine's Day. It's sad how all those who don't have significant others get all sad and pout and go around saying how much they hate today. Love is all around, this may come off cliche, but you don't need to have someone to validate the love you're capable of. There are friends and family who love you and care about you. Anyway, hope no one was miserable today :)
Tomorrow is the bulk of my classes, so I'm really looking forward to it.
Thanks for following!
MUCH LOVE!!!
Monday, February 7, 2011
Today is a Gift!
The news of all news has arrived!
My friends and family I am ecstatic to share with you that today I received my notice for my interview to adjust status. March 9th is THE DAY.
My dad was threatening with punishment for being a brat to my mom when I got home today, I was confused because I haven't been home all weekend. Then tells me he has something for me and I see the envelope and my heart started racing, my temperature rose and I say to my dad, "it's what we've been waiting for isn't it?" Giant smile on his face and my mom!
About a month and my life will be completely turned around, I will be a real adult. My head is still spinning at the thought, but I still can't completely grasp how much this really means yet. The true effect of this will smack me the very day of, LIFE!!
Thank you so so much for reading and following and caring.
MUCH LOVE!!!
My friends and family I am ecstatic to share with you that today I received my notice for my interview to adjust status. March 9th is THE DAY.
My dad was threatening with punishment for being a brat to my mom when I got home today, I was confused because I haven't been home all weekend. Then tells me he has something for me and I see the envelope and my heart started racing, my temperature rose and I say to my dad, "it's what we've been waiting for isn't it?" Giant smile on his face and my mom!
About a month and my life will be completely turned around, I will be a real adult. My head is still spinning at the thought, but I still can't completely grasp how much this really means yet. The true effect of this will smack me the very day of, LIFE!!
Thank you so so much for reading and following and caring.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
I'm still Here
There hasn't been much to write about, I haven't been following the news much. Been keeping things very personal lately, just taking care of myself. A month has passed and no big changes have happened yet.
I did learn one very important thing, life has a plan for me. I had quite an experience a couple weeks ago which I unfortunately cannot share, I know it's like teasing a baby with candy. Trust me, the most important part of this is what I learned from it. Life has a plan for me and it is going to happen. I am surrounded by wonderful people, those I know and even those I don't. Just about every person worth talking about that life has put in my path is someone that has made a great impact on the way I see life.
Sometimes we need to dig deeper for more strength, I thought my patience had ran out, but look at me, I'm 6 months past the point I didn't think I could wait any longer. In that time I got just about the best news of my life and life continues to challenge me to dig for more patience.
I've got two weeks til I start school and I'm really looking forward to it. Also going to be moving soon, we all know a change of scenery is always a good thing for the mind. This next place will hopefully be the last place I will be living with my parents (let's hope).
Thanks for keeping up.
MUCH LOVE!!!
I did learn one very important thing, life has a plan for me. I had quite an experience a couple weeks ago which I unfortunately cannot share, I know it's like teasing a baby with candy. Trust me, the most important part of this is what I learned from it. Life has a plan for me and it is going to happen. I am surrounded by wonderful people, those I know and even those I don't. Just about every person worth talking about that life has put in my path is someone that has made a great impact on the way I see life.
Sometimes we need to dig deeper for more strength, I thought my patience had ran out, but look at me, I'm 6 months past the point I didn't think I could wait any longer. In that time I got just about the best news of my life and life continues to challenge me to dig for more patience.
I've got two weeks til I start school and I'm really looking forward to it. Also going to be moving soon, we all know a change of scenery is always a good thing for the mind. This next place will hopefully be the last place I will be living with my parents (let's hope).
Thanks for keeping up.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Personal progress
I can finally honestly tell you my mail checking obsession has calmed down, it really wasn't healthy to go from day to day just waiting for the chance to check the mail. I couldn't admit to it or realize it until a couple days ago, but it has passed. I really was doing plenty to keep myself occupied but it was still constantly on my mind and I was starting to become a tad disappointed. It's not that I've given up, there's just a better way to go about waiting for the prize. By not truly thinking about it, and becoming fully preoccupied with other things in life. I am very happy these days.
There is always plenty to be thankful for and the best way to not just believe it, but feel it, is to use what you have to construct your life. What I have right now is mental and emotional health, full use of my body, plenty of friends, and freedom from a work schedule. Therefore I am going on as many nature adventures as possible, reading as many books as possible, and taking any form of entertainment that comes my way. Yes I'm like a teenager except smarter because I know better.
Taking life in as it comes.
MUCH LOVE!!!
There is always plenty to be thankful for and the best way to not just believe it, but feel it, is to use what you have to construct your life. What I have right now is mental and emotional health, full use of my body, plenty of friends, and freedom from a work schedule. Therefore I am going on as many nature adventures as possible, reading as many books as possible, and taking any form of entertainment that comes my way. Yes I'm like a teenager except smarter because I know better.
Taking life in as it comes.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Very Rare
Everyone thinks undocumented immigrants are here because they cross the border with the help of coyotes, or other family members or just decide to cross the border themselves regardless of the laws in this country. David Moreno, like many other stories I've heard, came here on a visitor visa but never left.
On many of the articles I've read, I always read the comments, and angry readers talk about how undocumented immigrants have no regard for the law, and they are selfish and just want all kinds of freebies. The law is the last thing you are thinking about when your family is starving, or your life is threatened by drug lords in the neighborhood or even police.
There is also lots of talk about how the countries from which these undocumented immigrants come from need to take responsibility for their own people and provide the services of education and jobs for their own people. I actually brought this up in conversation with some friends the other day, do these people even realize what the cause of impoverishment is? GLOBALIZATION, NAFTA. Cheap labor with unchecked labor conditions that many people cannot survive, multi-million dollar corporations invading these countries are what ruin communities and force people to leave their home countries in search for better opportunities.
Americans want cheap products, where are these cheap products made? There are many people who will just live through the conditions but others, the undocumented immigrants in the U.S. who want to change the life-style they and their families have grown up in.
Oh I wish the crazy people who comment on those articles could read this . . . but maybe not because there are some intense nuts out there. They do need to know this though, one day I'll be able to say this openly, for now this is as open as it gets.
Yes I've been reading a lot of articles today, I apologize for all the emails (for those of you who subscribe).
Thanks for reading though :)
MUCH LOVE!!!
On many of the articles I've read, I always read the comments, and angry readers talk about how undocumented immigrants have no regard for the law, and they are selfish and just want all kinds of freebies. The law is the last thing you are thinking about when your family is starving, or your life is threatened by drug lords in the neighborhood or even police.
There is also lots of talk about how the countries from which these undocumented immigrants come from need to take responsibility for their own people and provide the services of education and jobs for their own people. I actually brought this up in conversation with some friends the other day, do these people even realize what the cause of impoverishment is? GLOBALIZATION, NAFTA. Cheap labor with unchecked labor conditions that many people cannot survive, multi-million dollar corporations invading these countries are what ruin communities and force people to leave their home countries in search for better opportunities.
Americans want cheap products, where are these cheap products made? There are many people who will just live through the conditions but others, the undocumented immigrants in the U.S. who want to change the life-style they and their families have grown up in.
Oh I wish the crazy people who comment on those articles could read this . . . but maybe not because there are some intense nuts out there. They do need to know this though, one day I'll be able to say this openly, for now this is as open as it gets.
Yes I've been reading a lot of articles today, I apologize for all the emails (for those of you who subscribe).
Thanks for reading though :)
MUCH LOVE!!!
Another Student facing Deportation
ICE still going after the criminals, Elizabeth Lee got accepted to UC Berkeley, a clear threat and trouble maker. She was born in Peru, but grew up in the U.S. not knowing she was brought here by her parents. She didn't find out she is undocumented until she turned 14, actually about the time I found out I found out myself. her family was supposed to be deported on the 19th of this month, but have been given an extension for July at which point they'll be facing immigration.
Stay strong Elizabeth!
Stay strong Elizabeth!
Fight for higher education for the undocumented
Today, Assemblyman Gil Cedillo is due to present a bill (previously presented and vetoed three times by ex-CA Governor Schwarzenegger) that would allow undocumented immigrant CA residents pursuing a higher education in the Cal State, UC or community college system access to CA financial aid. Here is the article. How amazing would that be?!
Also in this article I learned that New Mexico and Texas currently provide in state financial aid to undocumented immigrants, I wish I'd known that . . . right now it wouldn't do me any good bc I'd have to go there and establish residency to actually have access to financial aid. I suppose anyone who lives in either of these states that could benefit from it already knows about it, I hope so, but if you know anyone who doesn't know about it, please let them know!
It would be pretty awesome if this bill in CA gets passed and I'd have access to financial aid. Life is good :)
MUCH LOVE!!
Also in this article I learned that New Mexico and Texas currently provide in state financial aid to undocumented immigrants, I wish I'd known that . . . right now it wouldn't do me any good bc I'd have to go there and establish residency to actually have access to financial aid. I suppose anyone who lives in either of these states that could benefit from it already knows about it, I hope so, but if you know anyone who doesn't know about it, please let them know!
It would be pretty awesome if this bill in CA gets passed and I'd have access to financial aid. Life is good :)
MUCH LOVE!!
Thursday, January 6, 2011
This is more than luck
I just have to put this out there, I am blessed, gifted in life (not better at life than you, just surrounded by gifts).
This is to the people who have been part of my life and have made ALL THE DIFFERENCE. Personally I believe that it's not enough to want to go to college, make a difference in this world. You need to either have access to certain resources or have certain amazing loving people around you that love you, believe in you like they would a child of their own. The only family I grew up with were my two parents and later my brother who joined us when I was 9. A year after that the most wonderful people joined our family and I will always always ALWAYS be thankful to them and for them because they have changed my life.
I know you are reading this, you have made my life what it is today. There is only so much my parents and I could've done on our own, and without you I may have gotten close to where I am today, but not this exact life I am living right now and I am grateful for you. I love exactly where I am right now.
THANK YOU.
MUCH LOVE!!!
This is to the people who have been part of my life and have made ALL THE DIFFERENCE. Personally I believe that it's not enough to want to go to college, make a difference in this world. You need to either have access to certain resources or have certain amazing loving people around you that love you, believe in you like they would a child of their own. The only family I grew up with were my two parents and later my brother who joined us when I was 9. A year after that the most wonderful people joined our family and I will always always ALWAYS be thankful to them and for them because they have changed my life.
I know you are reading this, you have made my life what it is today. There is only so much my parents and I could've done on our own, and without you I may have gotten close to where I am today, but not this exact life I am living right now and I am grateful for you. I love exactly where I am right now.
THANK YOU.
MUCH LOVE!!!
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Political Debate in 2011: Birthright
Apologies for the silence this last week, I've been reading up on "immigration in the news" not too much has happened yet. Lots of transition of governors etc, so little action in terms of life-changing immigration policy at the moment.
State Senators of 14 states have been working and have presented their intention of changing the 14th Amendment. That's a link for those of you who want to read up on the Amendment, basically it states that any child born in the U.S. is automatically a U.S. citizen. In an attempt to control undocumented immigrants from coming to the U.S. and having their children and then using their children as their reason for attaining residency, anti-immigration politicians want to change this. How? They would require that at least one parent is at least a U.S. resident in order for the child to get U.S. citizenship, if not then the child of two undocumented parents would be given a different birth certificate. Here's the article. AZ State Senator Russell Pierce told the Washington Post that "[the 14th] amendment belongs to the African Americans of this country. It’s their amendment.” So if that's the case wouldn't that mean there are actually a lot more undocumented immigrants in this country? All the Germans, Italians, Irish, Chinese, Japanese and so on that came to the U.S. I'm not trying to attack any one group here, I'm just pointing out how . . . how should I put this lightly? Stupid Pierce's statement is? He clearly hasn't thought his plan out. In that same statement he says, "[The sponsors] specifically said it didn’t apply to foreigners or aliens." What aliens is he talking about?! No one, or at least that we know of yet, was born in outer space, if anyone in politics is reading this, please make sure your colleagues know their geography.
This is going to be an interesting year, I hope all of you are looking forward to it as much as I am.
Golden Ticket (notification of my interview date) hasn't arrived yet. I finished reading Love in Time of Cholera by Gabriel García Márquez, Blue Coyote by Christopher Moore, and am reading The Abs Diet by Zinckenzko. No I'm not going on a diet, just putting together everything I've learned about nutrition and health to improve my own heatlh and fitness. I'm doing everything to keep my mind off the frustration of waiting for the Golden Ticket.
Thanks for keeping up.
MUCH LOVE!!!
State Senators of 14 states have been working and have presented their intention of changing the 14th Amendment. That's a link for those of you who want to read up on the Amendment, basically it states that any child born in the U.S. is automatically a U.S. citizen. In an attempt to control undocumented immigrants from coming to the U.S. and having their children and then using their children as their reason for attaining residency, anti-immigration politicians want to change this. How? They would require that at least one parent is at least a U.S. resident in order for the child to get U.S. citizenship, if not then the child of two undocumented parents would be given a different birth certificate. Here's the article. AZ State Senator Russell Pierce told the Washington Post that "[the 14th] amendment belongs to the African Americans of this country. It’s their amendment.” So if that's the case wouldn't that mean there are actually a lot more undocumented immigrants in this country? All the Germans, Italians, Irish, Chinese, Japanese and so on that came to the U.S. I'm not trying to attack any one group here, I'm just pointing out how . . . how should I put this lightly? Stupid Pierce's statement is? He clearly hasn't thought his plan out. In that same statement he says, "[The sponsors] specifically said it didn’t apply to foreigners or aliens." What aliens is he talking about?! No one, or at least that we know of yet, was born in outer space, if anyone in politics is reading this, please make sure your colleagues know their geography.
This is going to be an interesting year, I hope all of you are looking forward to it as much as I am.
Golden Ticket (notification of my interview date) hasn't arrived yet. I finished reading Love in Time of Cholera by Gabriel García Márquez, Blue Coyote by Christopher Moore, and am reading The Abs Diet by Zinckenzko. No I'm not going on a diet, just putting together everything I've learned about nutrition and health to improve my own heatlh and fitness. I'm doing everything to keep my mind off the frustration of waiting for the Golden Ticket.
Thanks for keeping up.
MUCH LOVE!!!
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