Tuesday, December 6, 2011

The Emotional Toll of the Half Life

Last week I heard a news report my mom was watching, it was talking about a young man that took his life. He was undocumented, his name was Joaquin Luna Jr., was only 18 and felt he'd never reach his goals in life. According to the information available he wanted to be an engineer and at this point it is impossible for an undocumented student to be unaware of what lies ahead. The obstacles, stress and expenses involved with attaining a higher education without adequate permission for your presence and education in this country.

Back when I was nearing the end of high school I knew of only one other student that was undocumented, she was as frantic about going to college as I was. Personally I didn't become aware of the extent of the obstacles until the time for applications came along.

I am extremely lucky that I never felt like giving up on this life, but I can certainly say that I felt empty, lost, frustrated, scared and impatient. Those of you who have shared some of this life with me heard some of my concerns. I had numerous breakdowns about life and its refusal to change and give me a chance . . . I can definitely understand what this kid was feeling.

I am so lucky. I know that, have always known it. Don't take your life for granted no matter how difficult it may feel.

Enjoy. Live. Love.

MUCH LOVE!!!

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