This is my place to be honest . . . as confident as I am about what will happen on Wednesday, what if the board stands by the decisions previous courts have made? The world is a crazy place and I am not crazy enough to ignore that. I was about to send out my close friends an invite to come to my house Friday night to celebrate Wednesday, when a tiny bit of doubt sank my heart. What if there's nothing to celebrate?
Maybe this is just my way of keeping myself in check and be prepared for the unexpected. Always be prepared for the unexpected, but no matter how much I think about it I don't think I could handle hearing a verdict against me.
I know I come off very confident about my very near future, maybe it's just the wine bringing me back to earth? Sunday at 10pm is a quiet time, and being alone with your thoughts is sometimes a bit of torture. It's too easy to express doubt to a faceless listener.
All get their justice eventually, my eventually is almost here.
LET FREEDOM COME.
MUCH LOVE!!!
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