who's counting time?

It's been three weeks but who's counting?

Haven't heard from the attorney. Damn you impatience and anxiety!! I understand that what she's trying to do requires time, she's trying to get an appointment with the head honcho . . . I still can't help but feel anxious.

Remember that I've never been this close, so I'm bound to get anxiety and restlessness from this.

Good news is I've found another passion, food! Most of you who know me know I love to eat. I also love to exercise whether it's at the gym or beach volleyball. So now I'm considering becoming a Registered Dietician and pair that with my trainer certification. How badass is that? I think it sounds pretty awesome. So that's what I've been occupying my time with lately. I'm taking a nutrition class which I thought was going to be a joke of a class (reason why I'm taking it in the summer), but I'm actually getting lots of priceless knowledge that is bound to change my life.

I remain hopeful but sometimes it's a challenge, usually when I find myself with way too much time on my hands. Other times it just takes over and no matter what I have at hand I can't focus on anything else but on 'what I don't have' or 'could have'. Regardless of where my mind wanders the torture fest ends with a recognition of what I do have. And that is a life many in my place only dream of (or possibly couldn't even dream of), a wonderful family (yes friends included), health and endless limited opportunities (yes endless limited opportunities it's not a typo, it's what it is).

That's where things stand, may everything work out.

I encourage you to share my blog with your friends, just keep my location and identity to yourself please (until the time is right, and I will tell you when that is, but I am sure you will know).

MUCH LOVE!!